want to enter your
virgin brain like
a bridegroom after
the wedding feast

swim through your
unconscious mind
until your neurons squeal

then dig down deeper
still,bite down hard
tear the euphemisms
and innuendo from
your language
strip it down to
the naked bone

until your face
falls off.

I read about this porno actress
who is dying of cancer,
her whole body eaten away to
nearly nothing.

I thought about her in those
movies bouncing up and down
on anonymous cock while tumors
grew inside her like so many
children she'd never give birth to

and although they've removed
the tumors from her organs, even
if the chemo works, she still
needs a new liver

Her medical bills are $30,000
a month and she has no insurance.
has to solicit donations for her
medical fund and asks for her fans' help.

I can't help but wonder
will the same people who paid
to watch her fuck pay as well
for her death?